To X's place~
I can't stand being here anymore, especially not when my parents get home from work... I gotta get outta the way by then..
So yeah, today I'm planning to write 5-something-ish pages, yaya for SRP <3 That will hopefully destroy my writer's block ^-^;

Also, I need a haircut, I can't see a bloody thing anymore x'3


See ya on the other side~


Haruka~ <3

Today's fight with mum was exhausting...

Me: "I'm feeling dizzy and sick"
Mum: "Have you gotten enough liquid?"
Me: "Not really..."
Mum: "Then it's your fault, stop whining!!! You know what, bla bla bla!!!"

In the end, everything was my fault again... My mum's a bitch when she's a bit drunk, which she is often...
Once the fête has been held and my parents are back from Berlin, I'm moving somewhere else so I can write in peace... Srsly, I can't fucking concentrate when I know there's a ticking bomb downstairs waiting to blame me for HER shitty, tough life...

IT'S NOT MY FUCKING FAULT YOU'RE LIFE'S LIKE IT IS, SO DON'T FUCKING GET MAD AT ME ALL THE TIME FOR NO REASON!!! ;;_______;;

I don't think I can handle it anymore, get off my back plz...


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I spoke with Anja again today, yayayah <3
She bought me a Christmas present <3 *I've seen it, and I love it* <3

Will luckily be leaving this place soon... Travelling to the other side of the world, fuck yeah... <3


Haruka~ <3

SRP - Going ok, gonna go collect some more material at the library tomorrow, after which I'll do the music part <3

Mood - Very good, I've got a killer SRP to write and I'll be going to Japan soon + It's almost Christmas <3

Hair - Too fucking orange/yellow, I GOTTA do something about it D:

And for the lulz:

Hair not styled / Hair Styled (and picture edited)



That's it, gotta get back to mah coffee and dear Jesse <3


Haruka~ <3

Today has been a long but good day <3
I got up by 7am, early (>_>)~ I got some coffee down and some pain killers, and then I went to practise <3 We practised from 10-13, it was soooo good <3
WE EVEN MADE A NEW SONG!!! :D

Untill we think of something better, it's called "Zombie Nazis Riding On Dinosaurs" (... it was Marc's idea, not mine >____>), but I'm sure we'll think of something better along the way x'3

I took a few pictures today, have a look ^w^

( PIKTAR PIKTAR, HAV A LUK NAO PLZ! :D )

After practise I went home with marc and worked on some of the new material, AAAAH, how I love it <3 <3
After a couple of hours, Hopy came home. I accepted an invitation to stay for dinner, and Hopy and I decided to go down and buy some ice cream, YUM YUM!!! :'D

The three of us ended up in their bed with blankets and pillows and warm stuff and watched movies, it was so cozy <3 <3
- Unfortunately, I fell asleep... I suspect I'm getting sicker, the pain killers aren't working that well anymore.. and I think I might have a fever ;____;

Tomorrow I'm starting my SRP, so I better get to bed now ^-^; Before I go, here's a REALLY CRAPPY recording of Red... EM, originally by Dir en Grey... It's been so long since we played it, and the recorder was standing WAAAAAY too close to the amps, but it's decent~




Haruka~ <3

I realize that I haven't been online at the right time these past days, and probably won't be for the next couple of days as well...


Monday = Work, which means that I got off at 20.30pm, waaaay too late to talk with you .___.

Tuesday = Funeral, got home at 19-something pm, way too late again .___.

Wednesday = Ida came over, helped her with SRP untill 02.00am, then we went to bed. The internet was pretty occupied by this :/

Thursday (today) = Helping Ida do the last work on the assignment, it's turning out really good (after a lot of work ^-^;). We're not done yet, and she's pretty dependant on me .___.

Friday = Work again... There'll be two hours between 14.00-16.00 where I've got time, hopefully we can talk there ;__; <3

Saturday = Cook in the morning, go to Svend and Lars' place at midday, going to Julefrokost with my class in the evening.. so much to do D:

Sunday = Early bandpractise, will be home by 14.00pm or something, plenty of time thereafter <3

7. -21. December = Will be home at all times writing my SRP, will be online at all times as well <3

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I'm so sorry I haven't had the time to be online, it's making me sick... On top of being in a stressful situation with too many chores, I've become sick again *perhaps it really made me sick!?* >_>

But I'm just gonna sum up today ^w^

The funeral was really, really beautiful. I don't think anyone could've asked for a better way to go. I cried, but I wasn't the only one.
Especially Anja's mum and brother were having a hard time keeping the tears back, but what do you expect?. Anja's uncle held a really elegant and beautiful speech later on, which made my eyes go watery again ^-^;
I'm still a bit sad.. I dunno, I really didn't know her, but I feel the loss...
- People told me how thoughtful of me it was to come and how grateful they were. I could only reply that it was the least I could do, and that I felt honoured to be there. It really, really feels like I'm part of the family <3

I got home, and two letters awaited me! One from the post office, saying that my PHONE is finally here :D
The other from the doctor. Also really great news, I have a consultation on January 13th at Rigshospitalet ^w^ <3

That's it, I guess <3




Haruka~ <3

Today has been a rather pleasant day <3 Went to school at 10am, had Math and English :3
Afterwards I practised barbershop with the three other guys (we sang, among other songs, the theme from "2½ men" and "When You Wish Upon A Star") <3

Yesterday, a guy from work called and asked me to take his shift today, which I agreed to.. Didn't really want to go, but it's nice to have a big, fat pile of money when I'm Japan ^-^

But I didn't know that Simon was gonna be there : D That made my day, I love being at work with him <3 Haven't seen him for quite some time though ^-^; We laughed and talked (about others), and he was really surprised xD I'm usually not one to badmouth other people, but this new guy.. ARH D:
- Also, he blames Anja for getting me to behave like this, and he approves x'3

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But anyway, it's Christmas soon! Look at what they've put up near city hall:


- It's a Christmas tree : 'D <3 <3

It seems Christmas will be comming to Søborg, yay xD

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Today, I signed up for participating in The Day of Silence. Figured I'd do it this time, April 16th 2010, since I didn't know about it last time ^-^;
- It's on the day of the "prom" at my school, gawd dammit!! Dx Well, I guess we all have to make small sacrifices now and then ^-^;


Haruka~ <3

We practised today, yayayayayayayayayayayayayayayaya <3
It was teh awzum!! :D

However, I fainted a couple of hours before we started, and I came to myself half an hour after the others had begun >.<
- DAMMIT!!! D:

But yeah, practise was supernice <3 3 months of lonesome practise really payed of well for me, I improvised a couple of solos <3
- And was a total show-off when I decided to play Versailles' "The Revenant Choir" ^^; My selfesteem went BOOM x'3 <3

On a sidenote, I feel pretty today ^-^;


Haruka~ <3

X made me banners and Icons! : D

My fave icon:

My fave banner:

Thank you so much girl <3 <3

Also, she talked me into doing some Fruits Basket cosplay with her xD First cosplay ever xD
- I'm gonna be someone called "Yuki", exciting much :3

Anyway, I better go~


Haruka~

Yeah, only a week left of school before SRP, that'll be nice <3 I'm positive I can write a killer one xD
Yesterday I bleached my hair again, it turned out really nice and more blond, but some of it's still orange... Ah well, better than nothing I guess :3

I know it's a bright picture, but you can easily see it's more blond :D

Anyway, tomorrow is practise day!! :D HELL YEAH xD <3


Haruka~ <3

I know it's a harsh thing to say, but sometimes.. Sometimes I think life would be so much better if my mum didn't exist..

Today after school, Thisted came over ^w^ We had good fun, ate sushi for dinner and talked :3
Her friend bought my DoCoMo, which in return enabled me to buy this <3

After Thisted left, I resumed my math, but decided halfway through that I would adjust the padding in my concert-bra (I wear one to create the illusion, k?). Well anyway, I got a bit scared actually xD

( LOOK AT OWN RISK! )

So yeah, that was my evening, back to math x'3


Haruka~ <3

I'm feeling dizzy and cold all the time, my sense of smell and taste is gone and I feel so tired... Now, the wise thing to do would be to take a day off, but I really can't do that since I've been too absent from school lately, and I have to go to work too... Grrr, why!? D':

Right now I'm doing homework, and when it's done, I can finally say that I've turned in every assignment I've had to do so far. Tomorrow will be a stressfull day, since I have school, work and then MORE homework.. I'm never gonna get well at this rate ;_____;

Good news, though: The band is "revived"! :'D That keeps my hopes up, it's my only real escapism right now ^-^;

There'll be no fancy picture in this post, since I look like crap right now >_>


Haruka~ <3

Gonna meet up with Nashi at CPH Central Station today, looking forward to it ^o^ <3
We have so much to talk about, especially band stuff, can't wait <3

Ok, this is a test, k? I'll try to smile on a picture, ready?


I hope I nailed it, I just CAN'T smile a natural smile for some reason >_>

I really gotta go, møz møz <3


Haruka~ <3

Got home from school an hour ago, and guess what I found!? The shirt I was wearing when we played our first gig!!! : O
Ohmigod, I had to try and recreate the look, since I have aaaaalmost the same hair as I did then (except the blond/orange was then pink/purple-ish, and there was much more black) x'3

1½ year ago:


Now:


Also tried to do the makeup (click to enlarge):



Anyway, I did a timewarp, so much fun x'3 <3 I had completely forgotten about that shirt, I actually only wore it that one evening D:

And with these words, I bid you farewell ^w^


Haruka~ <3

The weather = Blearghh >_>

Today is a 10-16 day, followed by music at 17.40. After that, I have to go home and cook dinner for my family, and after that I have to clean the bathrooms... I want time for myself D:



Anyway, gotta go <3


Haruka~ <3

33 days, 7 hours and 57 minutes untill departure, I'm SOOOO looking forward to it ^w^ <3

We saw Harry Potter 5... Anja, honey, you've forever spoiled it for me, I can't STOP myself from seeing innuendos everywhere! I mean, just insert a beep somewhere, and it's hilarious (not really, but coffee + tired = bad humour)

Snape: "In these lessons, I will attempt to penetrate your *beeep*. You will attempt to resist. Prepare yourself!"
Harry: "AAAAARH!"
Snape: "Stay focused, Potter!"

Goddammit... D:

Texted with Meroba at the same time. Turns out that both she, Anja and I got into Ravenclaw! :D
We've decided to compile a book of all the spells used in Harry Potter, and that we would dress up as Ravenclaw students for the premier of movie #7...

We have no lives >_>



Also, I'm really thinking of buying Sims 3... I dunno, many of the boys at school are playing it, I wanna join the fun too ^-^; It was pretty funny when Anja and I played it this summer, so I really want to be good at it x'3 <3


Haruka~ <3

I'm at Cilje's place due to some problems at home, I just couldn't stand being there anymore...
But now I've finished her math, yay <3 Took me 45 minutes, piece of cake xD

Tomorrow is a killer day.. 8-16 D: I don't wanna go, but I have to =____= Hopefully, I have enough money to buy pizza, that would totally make up for it <3

OHO, something (AMAZING) happened on facebook :'D
Anja asked me if I wanted to go to Hogwarts with her forever, and I was like "Hell YEAH!". So she took this quiz/test/whatever and got into Ravenclaw. And so did I. I think we're meant to be <3

...
We're so geeky >____>



Oh, and I decided to ask Nashi if her China-mum would do a tattoo on me :'3 I'm thinking of getting "Rebirth" written in Kanji, which I think is something like this: 復活
But I will doublecheck, I reeeeally don't want to have something like "bee sting" or "coconut milk" tattooed on me xD

Anyway, that's it for tonight, sleep tight <3


Haruka~ <3

Yesterday was a nightmare... I went to work, 10 hours, and I came home exhausted... After preparing for a party I was on my way out, but my parents stopped me. Apparently, they thought that saturday night was the perfect time to clean the bathroom... We started yelling at each other, and before I knew it, I had to stay home unless I wanted to pay the ticket to Japan myself..

AWESOME SATURDAY NIGHT >_>


And I had prepared so well, hair'n'makeup'n'everything .____.



Gawd dammit, I was so mad at them... I cleaned the bathrooms though..

Also, I found out that I suffer from some sort of stress... I often get tension headaches, which kills me.. It hurts so bad I just feel like crying ;____;


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Today, however, I feel ok.. Tired, with a lot of homework to do, but I'm doing ok <3 I've skyped with Anja, and I've played some music <3 Two things that will always help in bad situations ^w^ <3


Haruka~ ♥